Thursday, March 5, 2020

The Silent Patient - Alex Michaelides (2019)


This is a psychological thriller story tells us about  Alicia Berenson, a famous painter who kills her own beloved husband Gabriel with five gunshots in his face in their house and remains silent after, and a psychotherapist Theo Faber who manages to treat Alicia in Grove, an psychiatric institution she is held in to make her speak again and reveal the truth.

The writer reveals the clues by each stages from Theo Faber's point of view, from his journey investigating people related to Alicia Berenson, and his own personal life as well. In other parts, readers are also given the story from Alicia Berenson's own point of view through the journal she wrote by herself. This way readers are made to know both Theo and Alicia's personality and life story little by little.

This book, in some points, engages readers to be sympathetic with what Alicia had been through her childhood life. It describes Alicia's psychological state  both in the past and present time quite in detail and emotional way. Though she may not talk a single word, Theo Faber's invetigation to people from her circle reveals them gradually. This book is quite a page turner till the revealing twist in the last thirty pages.
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Personal story for personal note, might CONTAINTS SPOILERS, so please kindly stop reading if you are about to read this book later!!!
The twist is shocking, but as I have ever fooled by this kind of stories for so many times from Agatha Christie's novels, I don't really find this twist as amusing as how I felt when I first experienced 'totally screwed by the twist' state. However, I enjoyed more about how the writer describes Theo's feeling and frustration when he found out Kathy's infidelity. How he denied his own wish to cut off the relationship, he managed to still be with her despite her betrayal, for he was afraid to be alone again. This is so human, to stay in what so called toxic relationship, some people would rather have a dysfunctional partner than be lonely. Unfortunately, this decision brought Theo to so much cruelness he found himself do later...and he brought Alicia as well to suspect and do this messiness... I wonder if until the end of her life Alicia ever found out that his beloved husband Gabriel had an affair with Theo's wife. What we know from the book is just that Alicia was triggered to kill Gabriel when Gabriel mentioned to save himself rather than her, so she felt betrayed and unloved. 

Well, admitted or not, (as some people choose not to admit or show it because showing vulnerability somehow hurt the ego) when it comes to feeling, people can do such stupid and irrational things.


Monday, March 2, 2020

Chicken & Mushroom Cream Soup


Bahan (untuk 3 porsi)
- Bawang putih 4 siung cincang kecil-kecil
- Jamur merang 24 pcs, potong-potong
- Dada ayam 2 pcs dipotong dadu kecil-kecil
- Tepung terigu 3 sdm
- Margarin 2 sdm
- Air kaldu sekitar 1/2 gelas kayanya (saya pakai rebusan tulang ayam, dibumbui cincangan bawang putih, jahe, garam, kecap asin, minyak wijen)
- Susu 400 ml
- Garam
- Merica
- Oregano sedikit

Cara memasak
1. Lumuri potongan ayam dengan garam dan merica, simpan di kulkas kira-kira sejam
2. Lelehkan margarin, tumis bawang putih sampai harum
3. Masukkan potongan ayam, tumis sampai matang
4. Masukkan potongan jamur lalu oregano(harusnya thyme kalo saya liat di resep lain, tapi saya punyanya oregano jadi hajar bleh) lanjut tumis sampai puas
5. Beri air kaldu, masak sampai mendidih
6. Masukkan tepung terigu, aduk sampai mengental
7. Masukkan susu, sambil terus diaduk perlahan
8. Beri garam dan merica, sambil dicicipi
9. Aduk perlahan sampai hampir mendidih, lalu hidangkan selagi panas

Personal Story
This tasted sooooo geewd, I am more than satisfied *cry* 😭😭😭 it was just so random that I found the recipe in @justtryandtaste 's Instagram and I found that the ingredients are available in my fridge, I just need to buy milk in nearby shop. Oh it should have onion with it, but the shop ran out of onion. However I thought it was better this way, because onion tastes kinda sweet which I dislike *hail savoury garlic* I love this cream soup so much, hehe, today's successful cooking really made my day 😆

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