It definitely is not the first time I feel in doubt.
I'd been repeatedly told about a thing since I was a little kid.
I received it as a truth I held on as ones who told me so seemed credible for me as a little kid back then.
Now that I grew older, the doubt haunted me, i became more skeptical.
I once asked for explanation but never received a satisfying answer... yet.
And when I look at another place... I found a better commentary.
We may get formal education from schools, but we can always learn anything from anywhere and anyone, can't we?